i want to live life and be good to you. i want to fly and never come down. and live my life, and have friends around. we never change do we. no. we never learn to breathe. 

so tomorrow is my birthday. at first i didnt care cuz it just reminded me that i was born into this fucked up life… but now im ready to just start over and fucking forget every crappy thing that has happened to me in the past.